Monday, August 31, 2009

My first and My last, You shall be.....

I have know him (K) for 15 years now. He was my 3 years senior in school. He joined my school when I was in 4th class. He fast became friends with my cousin brother and they both used to hang out with each other every single day. I used to hang out with them too and I was his target for most of his pranks. I hated him. As the years went by he became the DUDE of the school and started to excel in everything from sports to studies to changing his Gf's. By the time he was in this 10th he already had about 10 Gfs. I was fascinated by him. The next 2 years he spent them like a saint studying his ass off. In those 2 years i started to become the most happening girl in the school. I was the vice captain of the sports team when he was in his 12th. The Captain's post for sure was mine the next year. I won the best student award the same year. He was impressed by me. That same year he won the best out going student award. My brother and he were even more close now.

Later on he went on to do his engineering. As soon as he joined the college he went back on his old ways and had a GF. I was jealous, by this time I had a huge crush on him. I got even more jealous when I came to know he wasn't planing on dumping her anytime soon. I studied, i studied so that I can get admission in the same college. After 6 months she dumped him and for the 1st time he was heart broken. I was there to heal his wounds and we became good friends even though I wanted something more than that. An year went by and i finally gained some courage to tell him that I love him. He said that i was kid and needed to concentrate on my studies. That broke my heart. As he said I started to concentrate on my studies and I won the best out going student. Then i learnt that he was back with his ex.

I got admission in his college. I dint wanna join it but as it was the best my parents forced me and I had to join. I won the Miss. Fresher award and was again the talk of the town. His classmate and his then best friend started to get interested in me (we all used to hang out. We were still friends). When he proposed to me, I said yes. Even though I wasn't in love with him and I still loved K, i thought he wasn't a bad option. When K came to know about this, he asked me to come with him and we had a huge argument. He said that guy wasn't right for me and I should not get in to such stuff. When i countered him, he admitted that he loved me and has been since he was in 10th. He later on went to reveal that his change for 2 years was for me but he didnt know that I liked him and he though I was too young then. When I asked him why did he reject me, he said that wasn't the right time as I was in 12th which is a crucial year. We broke off our respective relationships and got together. And have been together since then.

We are getting married in a month. He has been my first crush, my first love, my first everything ;). And I know he is my last too and I am his :).



PS - I was his 1st crush too. He had a crush on me in his 9th.

PPS - Now he says I am too mature for him :|.